Update!

Salam everyone,

Ya, im doing this post for the sake of updating the blog. My bad! So Cak and Syuk, i’ve updated the blog! I didnt owe anytin from you guys anymore kan? Hehehe. Sorry for not updating even an entry for the past one month. The only thing that i remember is that i’ve posted a Raya Card. Thats all. And again, been busy in the office settling all the previous documentation yang upside down back here. And to be frank, 2 months i kat sini pun tak settle2 lagik. I only got a chance to do a site visit up to 2-3 times je since i reported to this project. What a lame excuses kan? Dah la dah takder assistant, and the most i could do, if i couldnt stand pun, i bakar je sume documentation tue (Dalam hati je, nak buat tak berani pun. Haih!)

So as usual, at this STRESS point, i’ll be on leave from tomorrow till next monday. And that is the only good news for me now. Will be flying off soon with a little amount of money in hand. :(.  Insya allah, will complete the journey by visiting all those stated in the notes. Kata budget travelling.

* All my raya pics is still with my sis in law. She insist to get all those copies of the pics from my camera. Then i just let her do it by her own since i’m busy watching out tv and melayan aunt, uncle and cousin around. Alih2, dia cut and paste everything. Confirm my memory card dah clear semua. Still waiting a copy of all those pics from her.

Simply me,
Zara~AB
The Province of Chroma

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7 Months & Still Counting

Salamz everyone,

7 months! Ya, Alhamdulillah. We have been officially together for 7 months and still counting the days! We laugh, we smile, we fought almost every now and then, he snores (good one) while im not!  Hehehe. Its all about sharing our life together. And peoples around always told us that “sharing is caring”! Ya, i know very well that what’s mine compares to others like our parent that have been together more than our age.  And i thank god for all the things that happened to me at this point of time.

This is some of the photos on our big day. Previously, it was just a teaser on our big day. And this time around, why not we share part of the collection.

Simply me,
Zara~AB
The Province of Chroma

Him, again

Salam everyone,

I feel like writing today

I overjoyed when I saw him walking through the main door yesterday. The most beloved man on earth that I always wanted to be with. I haven’t seen him for almost a week. He was away from home to perform his duty somewhere in Japan. I remembered that I talked and played around with him until late night. We went off to bed. And that very night, I got an instinct that it will be my very last time to be with him. Eventually, on that night itself, I’ve dreamed that I was at a playground and playing on the swing and he was there accompanying me with the most beautiful smile that I could not forget till today.

I woke up early the next day because he did reminded me before bed, that we’re heading to the hospital to see “his other half” giving birth and of course a new friend of mine at home. I can’t wait. I woke up and I don’t even disturb him coz I knew that he will be very tired due to a long flight journey yesterday. I took a bath with my house helper and my other two siblings were preparing themselves for school. Right after I dressed up, I straight away ran to the master bedroom to wake him up and to tell him that, I’m done! I called him a few times and even whispered to him. But there is no respond. I was on top of him and keep tapping his chest. And there’s still no respond at all. I felt something bad. I ran of from the room and looked after my house helper to tell them about him. I’m clueless.

And after a few hours, the only thing that I knew is that my house was pack of guests. I even saw his colleagues and staff came as well which they stared at me and gave me one kind of look. On the other sides, I felt so happy because I saw all my uncles, aunts, wan, atuk and all the cousins. But I did not realize what was actually happened until I saw “his other half” walked inside the house accompanied by her doctor and grab me. She cried and brought me to him. She asked me to kiss on his forehead gently. I was so puzzled and asked his other half, “why on earth they dressed him up like that?” That was the last time I saw him live. And Allah s.w.t did replaced him with a new baby girls in the family within a day.

All the memories were recorded 24 years back. And at that time, I was only 4 years old and I was amazed on how I could remembered everything that happened at that time and i hope that it would not faded away from my memories. I thanked The Almighty God, Allah s.w.t. for that.

That was the only reason why I did not celebrate Father’s Day. Al-Fatihah to him, My Ayah. And Mama, you are the best and the most strongest person i’ve ever seen!

* I wrote this last 2 years (and some of you might have read this before) and it is specially dedicated to Him. And again, i miss him so badly!

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Simply me,
Zara~AB
The Province of Chroma

M.O.T.H.E.R’S Day

Salam everyone,

Yeah, its May and its Mother’s Day. And i got another 2 additional mums this year around. It was my hubby biological mum which is Ibu and his mak angkat which is Mak. And not to forget Mama as well! Thanks for everything and you guys are the best mom on earth! Couldnt celebrate Mother’s day this year since mum was away in Yogja and Solo with her friends. Have fun then!

M-O-T-H-E-R
“M” is for the million things she gave me
“O” means only that she’s growing old
“T” is for the tears she shed to save me
“H” is for her heart of purest gold
“E” is for her eyes, with love-light shining
“R” means right, and right she’ll always be
Put them all together, they spell “MOTHER”
A word that means the world to me.

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This is the pix of me, mum and hubby during our solemnization way back in December.

Simply me,
Zara~AB
The Province of Chroma